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[May. 2nd, 2006|02:56 pm] |
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Once again, not actually horny, just wanted to see the little face thing, clearly thats not the face that horny ppl make lol, if so, why do ppl ever get turned on by horny people?!?!
So my mom died my hair today...It turned out alright, not as what I wanted, I have red pigment in my hair and so it kinda went a little bit strawberry blonde, barely thought...I still have highlights and my roots dont look nearly as bad...I am however dieing it in a few days again, the same color blonde, just to try and get rid of the red and maybe go a little bit lighter.
So last night I go to work and we had to move some of the prints around because there was a film festival movie playing. So my two managers were moving the prints, and they had flicked on the lights to each projector to the ones that they had moved, and so I started threading the movies and I was making sure that the right movie was in the right theatre and all of this, and for some reason I accidently forgot to check the one in cinema 15, and the light was on, and so I figured they had been done with it and I dunno what happened but I threaded the wrong movie. Opps. But it wasnt a big deal, my one manager realized when they went to go move the print and it was threaded. But my other manager literally flipped out on me, like he was yelling and swearing and all this shit, saying, "I TOLD YOU TO CHECK WITH THE SHEET" which I was doing with every other print, except by accident that one, and, the sheet happened to be messed up too, it had technically said that the movie I was threading was on that platter but just not being shown at the time I had threaded it for. So opps, I made a mistake that was fixable under 1 minute and had affected noone else except for me and my managers who had to fix it. It really wasnt a big deal, but my stupid ass manager had made me look like a fool by yelling at me like that and I nearly cried. I was so pissed off that I nearly walked out of the building and left. Instead I just walked to the other side of the building and slammed shit. So before the screaming had happened, my manager had asked me if I had done breakdowns, and honestly, I said to him, "how long have I been working projection and you think I dont know how to do a breakdown", because noone else questions any other frikin projectionest in the building except me, everyone always questions what I know how to do, and Im tired of it, its because Im a freakin girl and I dont know what there problem is, so I told him that and was pretty pissed about it. So when my manager was yelling at me he screamed, "You wonder why I ask you 5 million times if you know how to do a breakdown, well this is why, you cant even fucking read a sheet"...Im pretty hurt...I was angry all night and things like that just make me question my ability to do my job, which I know how to do, and just everyone questions it and it drives me crazy. Whats more is, when I was asking my manager for a showtime scheduale, which is what I go by to thread the shows, he got pissed at me because I kept asking him if it was the right scheduale or not, so he gets pissed at me when I make sure that Im doing things right, and gets annoyed, and then gets pissed at me when I dont check by accident one time, so what am I supposed to do, annoy him and do my job properly or not. And the sheet wasnt even right, even though he said it was like 3 times when I asked him. And so Im not talking to my one manager, and he tried to pretend to ignore it all night, well he can go to hell, I didnt deserve to be yelled at like that, fucking asshole. Whats more is, hes the frikin asshole who didnt tell me I got demoted, the same frikin asshole that was supposed to be my friend. Stupid people. Anywayz, if he flips out at me one more time Im going to my general manager, who loves me. Actually Im going to my general manager anywayz, although not quite for the same reason. Im talking to him about how I should be respected when Im working and how I dont feel like I am, so what if Im working a "mans" job while I have fucking boobs, goddamn it sexism pisses me off, no wonder I beat guys up. Im out, peace! lol, theres too many gansters that work with me. |
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[May. 1st, 2006|12:06 am] |
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHY AM I ALWAYS ATTRACTED TO THINGS THAT NEVER WORK OUT AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH |
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[Apr. 21st, 2006|08:57 pm] |
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| |  bored | ] |
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| | Do The Voices In My Head Count? | ] |
Well...This summer is going to take forever because honestly, I have no life... I have a job where I am getting 15 hours maybe a week...and am both too lazy to get another job and too scared to get another job because Im supposed to be getting 40 hours a week started Juneish July...so If I get another job then what happens when I have two full time jobs? AHHH overboard for Kris...Oh, I cant shower right now either, because of my sunburn that I got from sitting outside for an hour and a half, seriously, frikin global warming, I mean I love it, but cant I just get tanned instead of BURNT to tan in a few days...The red isnt going away either!!! I cant wear my new camou skirt to York tomorrow because my legs are like half burnt and freakishly look freaky...Right now Im about to watch The Interpreter...Instead of studying...I dont care about my exam anymore, I should, but I dont, Im too tired, I swear I permanently have Mono...Oki I dont get this movie already...I had a dream last nite that my childhood friend who I just recently started talking to again, well he swept me off my feet and broke up with his 3 year girlfriend...How come dreams cant happen in real life, honestly...Im so lonely at home...Noone to talk to...Jen doesnt even care to call me anymore, Emilys too busy with her jobs and with her church, Cooper has his girlfriend now, and his ex girlfriend who he helped move back home...go figure...and everyone else isnt back yet and has someone else...Jill and Blake have each other...Mike and Michelle, Thomas and Laura, Jen and Cam...everyone has someone, blah, Im all alone in aurora stuck in my cave...oh well...back to watching my movie... |
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